Tuesday, May 30, 2006
some tots
i juz now nth to do. do an analysis. plz dun joke or jisiao in comments. serious entry all from my heart
Why go?
-nyp very stress
-Froebel gave me sense of belonging
-No need mug like hell
-sort of hobby to me
-may noe new friends there[noe 2 liao. joel and mark]
-will forget bad memories[too much le]
-even if go sat and sun can meet up wif friends
-nt attach, no need scared neglect gf
-stay away from family -_. only some noe the reason
why dun go?
-she bu de all[esp u. u noe hu u r]
-lesser time wif clique and all[but nt totally no time]
-haven see all my closest being attach and got pple to take care of them
-no com there to play -_
-friends friends and u -_
although short entry. but i spent 1hr+ tinking over it.
bascialy i wish to go coz i wish to have a new start and leave the past behind + its my hobby and somehow my ambition. i dun wish to go coz i tink i a bit dependant on some1. scared if go le i will bu xi guan -_. and also dun wish to go coz i relli wish to see my closest happy all the times and best is got some1 to take care of them but nt yet for all.
tinking of tmr need go sch again. all labs relli turn me off further.
adios. still got time left
*to qi: Be it i go or stay,i sure will come and take back my thing de. the plush will be my replacement.[if i go tt 1 is me. if stay tue,fri,sat,sun is me XD]
Zentier love fishy at 12:18 AM
